Wait for it...

http://www.visapro.com/Green-Cards.asp
That's a site I found while searching for info about the VISA-things.
Green Card Lottery sounds so awesome! If I had to choose between winning a green card or a big amount of money(like 5millions or so..) I'd choose the money! Or course!
I could fly back and forth for a while and then marry someone and get the damn card.
Ok, I'd be flying back and forth quite a lot. Since getting married is not on the top of my list atm. OR EVER. Maybe. No promises! Yet..
I dont really have much to say this time.. I'm just so damn awake so I came here.. I should be sleeping by now. It's 11pm. It's not really late yet though.. But I should start my shift at 6..in the morning. I usually wake up at 8 (if nothing wakes me up earlier) or later.. Sleeping is just soo nice. Dreams are nice. Maybe I'll start telling about my dreams! Yeah, sounds like a good thing to do!
Last night I saw a dream where I was.. I think.. in one of the houses I used to live. When I was like ehm.. 5 until about.. mmaybe 11 or 12. Anyway, I was in my old room(the place isnt so relevant now..just mentioning) and I felt something on my face. And I felt WINGS on my face! Like big butterfly's wings! And it was in my face!! I didn't have any clean mirrors( there was only one small and dirty one) so I took my camera and tried to take a picture of it.. But it was soooo hard. Sometimes my hand and arm didn't work, or there didnt seem to be any butterfly on my face!! Even tho I felt it and touched it, it didn't always show in the photos! And sometimes I felt how it's claws sank into my skin! And some of the photos I ended up getting, we horrifying: I looked different everytime.
When I was little, I used to see this one very often: I was flying outside our houses (yes, we had two houses). I just ran and then took off.. Sometimes I flew sooooo high that I could see all kinds of happy places from up there. And sometimes I saw someone(usually my older sister) in trouble, so I flew to save her. In what kind of trouble? Well, there was only one kind of trouble she got herself into in my dreams: walking on a rocky place where the snake lived. So I always saved her from a snake.
One of the weird ones was a dream where I was outside of our house number 1 (The one where I lived when I was a toddler) and I was playing, but suddenly my father drove a yellow harvester on the place where I had just played. But then my mom came to me and picked up a flower and said to me as she gave it to me: "Take a flower". Did I mention my father looked angry and he yelled? Well, no I did.
What else..
Ooh, yeah. I've seen this one a couple of times. Okay, several times during the last 2 or 3 years. That I come home and go into my room (it's usually my room at my Dad's house or the room I had when I was 13)and I find my gerbils, in their traveling cage, starved. The have huuuge golfball-sized eyes and they are very skinny and weak! And I dont bare to take them in my hands because I'm too afraid: they look so hidious and sick and also because I dont wanna break their little weak bones. Sometimes that's the whole dream, but sometimes that just comes up in a random dream. Like the one where I had reality TV-show at my dad's house: starring me and Ashton Kutcher! The idea of the game was that people are trying to conquer the house and me and Ashton were supposed to defend our house. Even my dad's cat tried to conquer the house! It smiled ( literally:IT SMILED! Like the cat in the Alice in the Wonderland!) but then it clawed and bit me!
Now I really need to go and try to sleep.
Or I'll be all stupid and silly tomorrow from this sleep deprivation!