"I just wanna break you down so badly"

I've been thinking about this for a while now..
When I go back to F-land, I'm gonna be überhappy/übersad for the first 8days. Then I'll have a serious chat with N.And find out what I wanna do.
I did some surfing (on the Internet. Lame, huh?) and found a couple of interesting things/ideas.
1) I could go to Syria for 3months.
2) I could move to London. (and live in a box or be a personal assistant)
3) I could go to live and work in London for a while.
4) I can let myself die in Eura.
5) I can fly back to So-Cal and live in a box behind Wal-Mart.
6) I can fly back to So-Cal and live in a tent in downtown ( D. told me it's legal to do so!)
7) I can do less legal thing and just fly here and live here and there.
8) I can get married to someone. (Just mentioning so you know I know that there's this option too!)
9) I can go to Italy and do something. Work I guess.
10) I can stay in Finland and start studying something( This is the problem: WHAT WOULD I STUDY? There are like million things I'm interested in!)
11) I can skip my flight back to F-land and start living in a box already!
12) I can skip my flight back to F-land and die here!
13) I can move to L.A and become a moviestar! (and live in a box with couple of other homeless people)
14) I can go back to Eura and find a dead-end job and work. Work. Work. and die.
15) I can go back to Eura and work for 2yrs at some dead-end work and save the money and then come back and marry someone who's broke but still a citizen. Then get an AMAZING job (and become a moviestar ;D) and make myself(and him) RICH!
16) I can go to some random school in F-land and live like a normal.. average finnish person! (Just thinking about that makes me shiver!)
17) Get wasted.

Ideas are more than welcome<3