This can't be the real world now.

I just did something I haven't done for almost a year! I took off my Agatha-necklace.. People who have seen me during this past year, have probably seen it. It's the one with 4 silver starts and a shape of a dog. And not just some random dog, but my own baby: Nappi. (Aaw my Nappi<3) Instead of that necklace, I'm wearing a Jade Circle I bought when I was in Malaysia. (Aaw Malaysia<3) So now I'm just waiting good things to happen to me ;)
Oh how I miss Nappi. One day when I was in mm.. somewhere in Orange County, maybe in Newport, I saw a dog just like my Nappi(not exactly like her of course) and I felt the urgent need to "save" him/her from the woman who was dragging him/her behind her in a leash. "Heartless bitch", I thought.
Couple of days ago, I tried to write a list about things I miss about and from Finland. Here's what I got
1) Nappi
2) my bicycle
3) having a good reason to be broke: no job!
And that's pretty much it. I argue a hell lot less with my siblings and parents when I can only email/chat in MSN with them. And I don't have a problem with that! It's actually pretty awesome!
I have no idea what else I could possibly miss! Speaking Finnish to everyone? Being a finn with other finns? Sauna? Understanding why people talk to me? Not needing to guess what people mean when they say something weird? Nope. Sometimes I love the drama and mystery caused by all this "a finn in a big american world".
Thing's I love HERE will be listed some other day. And FYI, I'm gonna use people's actual names. Probably. Or actually, I'll maybe do something even better and rename people funnily! Invent new nicknames for my people and places. It's gonna be so much fun! (Nevertheless, I'll cry when I do it. I'm pretty sure of this! And no, I'm not a cry-baby.) I need to get pictures with all those people and places. But I think I'm too shy to get pictures with people!!
I'm coming back here though. I need to get back or I'll get seriously depressed!
Now I need to find stamps for my (OLDer) sister's birthday card..